assalamualaikum, hai peeps
Still wondering ada ka yang baca my blog because i dont really post anything for a very long long time. yes and this is the first post for this year, my bad. So today is Oktober 2nd but still this mark as my VERY first post. currently, I am working as a kindergarden teacher somewhere at Kulim, handling with kids is quite though isnt? I loss my voice haha kidding no I mean my voice turn very kasar and it automatically voice out in a very loud volume :p Im not shouting but they are 4 years kids man!! I repeat, 4 years old kot haha u know what I mean rite? kalau tak panggil buat kerja jangan harap la uols. Sorang tgh main playground sorang berlari kejar kawan haha but not semua. So far the girls are well behaved, dua tiga ja yang kena tegur sikit2. Cuma boys la kan biasalah buaih orang kedah kata, banyak akai.
I tell u what, kids - they're not good in lying but very good in manipulating things. Ini serious tips! Contoh waktu solat mula la nak p toilet, nak minum air, mengantuk tersengguk sengguk but when napping time come after we all performed a solat, tak tidoq pun. cehh pandai ja depa ni kan, terpedaya teacher2. haha. So lepasni dah tahu kan apa nak buat kalau budak buat macam tu. I realise after working here, I become more creative, patient serious weh kalau tak sabar, sehari kerja esok tu boleh angkat kaki, yes it do happened :) So rasa level kesabaran tu dah meningkat la even tak banyak. Boleh bayangkan ke gaisss budak crying all day long, nak handle dari pagi ke petang, fuhh tak jadi keja kot. Tak termasuk lagi budak muntah, tantrum, sakit, mandi, pampers and so on. Too many to say here. Anybody yang rasa nak jadi penyabar boleh apply keja ni haha. But I respect and salute to parents out there yang able to take care of their children, me as orang bujang pun cant imagine if I in their shoes and also TEACHERS out there, u deserve a bow. Tak kira la tadika ke, taska, sekolah, kafa and whatnot kita memang kena respect them because ada keberkatan kat situ. Korang boleh bayangkan tak korang jadi parents ?? all is about responsibility. Now I know why Allah put me here, He wants me to learn to be patient :) Besides, having good friends 2 teachers around can help motivate and boost u to perform and made a good lesson plan. Sometimes, my brain just blank sebab I memang tak kreatif, nasib la ada google segala haha. BUT the challenge is kids are not focus for a long time, paling lama 5-10 min then poop hilang! lari sana sini. Masatu memang unpredictable and uncontrollable la haha kitaorang 3 teachers handle satu kelas pun penat dia taktau nak kata, p/s we have 28 kids in one class, can u imagined? haha But this doesnt mean kerja lain tak penat, I just highlight on what Im doing right now. So there will be many events to come like trip and ihtifal, I hope I can learn as many as I can. Dulu pun back then at 2012 after Spm, I pernah ja jadi babysitter kat taska handling baby and kids so tak kisah la sangat. Cewahhh.. I hope so.
Back early in January, I loss my loved one due to motorcycle accident. We know each other not long, but He means a world for me. I loved him. But who's me to deny Allah's will? Allah love him more than me, that's why He takes Yazid from me. Yes his name is Yazid. I still remember the first time we met back then last year when I was working somewhere in Kulim. Fyi, he was 2 years young from me :) Personally, He is a kind guy, cute, shy pemalu weh serious tak tipu, love kids, not talking too much, suka menyakat, suka gelak, muka je serious. He is matured enough instead of his ages. How we met? of course he's the one yang first make a move. But I cant deny all his efforts and advise. all of it means a lot to me :') I miss his giggles. Serious.... I cant move on. I cried..I loss my appetite, keep remembering him. The memories we made, Allah. I just cant forget him just like that. You tell me, if you was in my shoes how do u feel? sad, rite? what can I do is I just pray and hope Allah will reunite us again in hereafter. I am so grateful sebab ada support and nasihat dari parents yang memang paham situasi I masatu, Not to mention, kawan kawan juga. Memang masatu down, tak da semangat and keep crying. It is so hard to fake a smile back then, but alhamdulillah now Im getting better, even tak 100 % lagi :) Pls doakan I ok, dapat jodoh yang baik macam arwah Yazid. Bukan pengganti Yazid because Yazid will always in my heart, but someone with the way he is.
Still wondering ada ka yang baca my blog because i dont really post anything for a very long long time. yes and this is the first post for this year, my bad. So today is Oktober 2nd but still this mark as my VERY first post. currently, I am working as a kindergarden teacher somewhere at Kulim, handling with kids is quite though isnt? I loss my voice haha kidding no I mean my voice turn very kasar and it automatically voice out in a very loud volume :p Im not shouting but they are 4 years kids man!! I repeat, 4 years old kot haha u know what I mean rite? kalau tak panggil buat kerja jangan harap la uols. Sorang tgh main playground sorang berlari kejar kawan haha but not semua. So far the girls are well behaved, dua tiga ja yang kena tegur sikit2. Cuma boys la kan biasalah buaih orang kedah kata, banyak akai.
I tell u what, kids - they're not good in lying but very good in manipulating things. Ini serious tips! Contoh waktu solat mula la nak p toilet, nak minum air, mengantuk tersengguk sengguk but when napping time come after we all performed a solat, tak tidoq pun. cehh pandai ja depa ni kan, terpedaya teacher2. haha. So lepasni dah tahu kan apa nak buat kalau budak buat macam tu. I realise after working here, I become more creative, patient serious weh kalau tak sabar, sehari kerja esok tu boleh angkat kaki, yes it do happened :) So rasa level kesabaran tu dah meningkat la even tak banyak. Boleh bayangkan ke gaisss budak crying all day long, nak handle dari pagi ke petang, fuhh tak jadi keja kot. Tak termasuk lagi budak muntah, tantrum, sakit, mandi, pampers and so on. Too many to say here. Anybody yang rasa nak jadi penyabar boleh apply keja ni haha. But I respect and salute to parents out there yang able to take care of their children, me as orang bujang pun cant imagine if I in their shoes and also TEACHERS out there, u deserve a bow. Tak kira la tadika ke, taska, sekolah, kafa and whatnot kita memang kena respect them because ada keberkatan kat situ. Korang boleh bayangkan tak korang jadi parents ?? all is about responsibility. Now I know why Allah put me here, He wants me to learn to be patient :) Besides, having good friends 2 teachers around can help motivate and boost u to perform and made a good lesson plan. Sometimes, my brain just blank sebab I memang tak kreatif, nasib la ada google segala haha. BUT the challenge is kids are not focus for a long time, paling lama 5-10 min then poop hilang! lari sana sini. Masatu memang unpredictable and uncontrollable la haha kitaorang 3 teachers handle satu kelas pun penat dia taktau nak kata, p/s we have 28 kids in one class, can u imagined? haha But this doesnt mean kerja lain tak penat, I just highlight on what Im doing right now. So there will be many events to come like trip and ihtifal, I hope I can learn as many as I can. Dulu pun back then at 2012 after Spm, I pernah ja jadi babysitter kat taska handling baby and kids so tak kisah la sangat. Cewahhh.. I hope so.
Back early in January, I loss my loved one due to motorcycle accident. We know each other not long, but He means a world for me. I loved him. But who's me to deny Allah's will? Allah love him more than me, that's why He takes Yazid from me. Yes his name is Yazid. I still remember the first time we met back then last year when I was working somewhere in Kulim. Fyi, he was 2 years young from me :) Personally, He is a kind guy, cute, shy pemalu weh serious tak tipu, love kids, not talking too much, suka menyakat, suka gelak, muka je serious. He is matured enough instead of his ages. How we met? of course he's the one yang first make a move. But I cant deny all his efforts and advise. all of it means a lot to me :') I miss his giggles. Serious.... I cant move on. I cried..I loss my appetite, keep remembering him. The memories we made, Allah. I just cant forget him just like that. You tell me, if you was in my shoes how do u feel? sad, rite? what can I do is I just pray and hope Allah will reunite us again in hereafter. I am so grateful sebab ada support and nasihat dari parents yang memang paham situasi I masatu, Not to mention, kawan kawan juga. Memang masatu down, tak da semangat and keep crying. It is so hard to fake a smile back then, but alhamdulillah now Im getting better, even tak 100 % lagi :) Pls doakan I ok, dapat jodoh yang baik macam arwah Yazid. Bukan pengganti Yazid because Yazid will always in my heart, but someone with the way he is.
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